okay *burn my throat* not die. goodbye ~

okay *burn my throat* not die. goodbye ~

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the lovely bones

“ I was in the blue horizon between heaven and earth. The days were unchanging and every night I dream the same dream. The smell of damp earth. The scream no one heard. The sound of my heart beating like a hammer against cloth and I would hear them calling, the voices of the dead. I wanted to follow them to find a way out but I would always come back to the same door. And I was afraid. I knew if I went in there I would never come out. “

i watched this today. i didnt cry, but it really was sad.

to the blind man

Amélie: “ Let me help you. Step down. Here we go! The drum major's widow! She's worn his coat since the day he died. The horse's head has lost an ear! That's the florist laughing. He has crinkly eyes. In the bakery window, lollipops. Smell that! They're giving out melon slices! Sugarplum, ice cream! We're passing the park butcher. Ham, 79 francs. Spareribs, 45! Now the cheese shop. Picadors are 12.90. Cabecaus 23.50. A baby's watching a dog that's watching the chickens. Now we're at the kiosk by the metro. I'll leave you here. Bye! “

asleep

 

“ sing me to sleep and then leave me alone. dont try to wake me in the morning cause i will be gone. dont feel bad for me, i want you to know deep in the cells of my heart i will so glad to go.

                                                                - the smiths, asleep.

snailmail

 

i promised myself i would send all of the expired snail mail by next week.

the feeling when you see a package in your mail box is just unexplainable. for me i feel my heart leap and joy in my mind

picture

cousins (L)

i know , you dont have to tell me. they’r awesome :)

downfall

 

you are my sweetest downfall. i loved you first, i loved you first. beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth i have to go, i have to go. you’r hair was long when we first met samson went back to bed, not much hair left on his head he ate a slice of wonder bread and went right back to bed. and the history books forgot about us and the bible didnt mention us. you are my sweetest downfall i loved you first, i loved you first. beneath the stars came fallin on our heads but they’r just old light, they’r just old light. you’r hair was long when we first met, samson came to my bed told me my hair was red told me i was beautiful and came into my bed. oh, i cut his hair myself one night, a dull pair of scissors in the yellowlight and he told me that id done alright. and kissed me til the mornin light, the mornin light and he kissed me til the morning light. samson went back to bed not much hair left on his head. ate a slice of wonderbread and went right back to bread. oh, we couldn’t bring the coloumns down yeah we couldnt destory a single one.

 

And history books forgot about us
And the bible didn’t mention us, not even once
You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first

forgive me

Forgive me for liking you too much, I’ll forgive you for not liking me enough. Forgive me for the loud racing of my heart, I’ll forgive you for not hearing it. Forgive me for finding you amazing, I’ll forgive you for never noticing. Forgive me for wanting to be with you more than anything, I’ll forgive you for avoiding me.  Forgive me for being so pathetic, I’ll forgive you for taking advantage of it. Forgive me for not being able to let go, I’ll forgive you for never holding on.

machineland

             

hey, what's this? I'm caught up in the world solitary of colour and true happiness, machineland. Love is not something easily created here, unlike with most teenage girl fantasy worlds. Love is that one piece of candy that you can't easily find in the candy store. You know, that one that tastes absolutely amazing and just leaves you speechless. Yes, that sweet nectar is the love in my so-called machineland. Love, here, is when the colours of our personality and aura compliment each other to make our colours brighter. We let you cut in front of us, only if you have a good reason. We'll listen and not judge when you need someone to be there for you. In machineland, everyone works in sync with each other to produce only the most magnificent of things, both indescribable and priceless. We complete the most difficult of feats because we know that one mind isn't good enough, neither is two minds; but two minds working together, that's when the beauty begins to form.
welcome to machineland

to you.

basically.

dreams.

last night i had a dream. all i could remember was that i was sitting, and then he came up to me. looked, & then i smiled and he smiled back. then i woke up smiling. i hope this means something :)

(L)

sweet,

c'est le gars qui transforme votre sourire genoux pour jello et je voulais juste dire une chose. tout ce que vous venez de dire maintenant, Ive a manqué à-dire depuis le jour je t'ai rencontré. ♥

flashback 8)

this is like a flashback. this is like a dream.  ♥

.

i vous avez aimé, plus que j'ai réalisé. plus que vous réalisé. mais tu na pas voir que

i loved you more than i realised,

more than you realised. but you didnt see that.

good morning

“good morning, good morning. its my favourite lovesong i waited all night long, for morning. good morning love before we start the day dear, im whispering in your ear good morning” ♥

good morning blogger. so i guess i couldnt sleep properly last night. its a thing i can sleep fine in the week but horrible on the weekend. strange,  well i dont think my day is going to productive. i think ill just do my science homework. go shopping etc etc :)

i wish something good can happen.

& good news, my grandma is alive! im so happy nothing went wrong during the operation. hooray :)

his eyes

i cant help it, i love his eyes. compared to mine, they’r beautiful. no one knows that i like him and i plan to keep it that way. i dont think his like the others, i cant help but look at him every second. its hard. i have dreams about him, twice this week & couting. his eyes are blue, and beautiful. i hope he feels the same way about me as i do him, its tough. i mean we'r in the same class, plus drama class, cooking & art. he is in the rollcall behind me, its hard. i walk past him i look at him. sometimes he does the same, sometimes i can see him looking at the other end of the place where i sit. i wonder if he's looking at me, or my friend? if only i could read minds. i cant trust anyone with this, because me knowing my friends, they'd tell the universe. i hope things can be better ♥

CARNATION (y)

happy.

today might’ve been the best day so far. pretty funny as well.

well atleast i got to talk to that one person, better than before. im pretty happy abt that. i had a big stupid grin in class.

im not bothered to go into it :)

recetnly.

 

i have a few things on my mind these recent past days.

one of them has been that its nearly autumn! i love this season, ‘tis beautiful. the leaves the weather, just swell.

two, today i just saw two ginger cats get into a fight. reow, that was something, but i want them to be friends, or partners. since one is a female and on is a male. they should be happy!

i wish the person i like could just notice me. >:)

and finally, friday my ma is going into operation. i have to pray dearly for her, i pray to God everything will be fine.

-micah.

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#note to self

i must, repeat must get a holga 135BC before this year ends. you know im tryna save up, but im totally hopeless at that :)

school (n)

  first day of high school, doesn’t it just feel so awkward. it doesn’t even matter whatever year you’r in its just awkward. it just is.

lost

i cant believe its over i watched the whole thing fall and i never saw the writing on the wall. if i only knew the days were slipping past that the good things never last that you were cryin.

summer turned to winter and the the snow it turned to rain then the rain turned into tears upon your face. i hardly recognise the boy you are today and God i  hope its not too late.

cuz you are not alone im always there with you and we’ll get lost together till the light come pouring thru. when you feel like you’r done and the darkness has won, you’r not lost. when you’r world’s crashing down and you can’t hear the thought.

life can show no mercy it can tear you’r should apart it can make you feel like you’ve gone crazy but you’r not. though things have seemed to change there’s one thing that is still the same in my heart you have remained and we can fly away.

mb lost ♥

a song.

 

Ne me quitte pas. Il faut oublier. Tout peut s’oublier. Qui s’enfuit déjà. Oublier le temps. Des malentendus. Et le temps perfu. A saviour comment. Oublier ces heures. Qui tuaient parfois. A coups de pourquoi. Le coeur du bonheur.

Ne Me Quitte Pas,

friend (y)

 Dear best friend,
i love you more daily and i wish you could see yourself
the way i see you and i wish you could love yourself the
way i love you. and above all, i wish your life is
everything you deserve because, in my opinion, you
deserve the world. i will stand by you forever. my
heart will always belong to you.

micah.

-broccoli

#Broccoli, you too.
I Love 'Em♥